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The presence of someone you love will fill you with many feelings and emotions. Humans are born to live together. No matter how much you like the solitude, you still need the presence of somebody else. Being alone sometimes will make you realize many things. You realize that some people are meant to exist in your life. But none of them will stay forever. Something will divide us in the end. It's either the reality and priority differences or the might of time. Being alone for some amount of time will make you realize, that the presence is very important. Your presence might fill a hole in someone else's life. The absence of the person we love will drain us. Without any notice, you will come to the point that you are no longer stand the absence of that person. You will either try harder to make that person shows up or you will find someone else to fill that hole. Some people just can't tell the difference between solitude and loneliness. Being alone doesn't mean yo...

Sometimes I see my own feelings and emotions like music. Like a harmony of several meaningful events in my life with some important person in my life. When they mix together, there will be this sort of heat or just freezing cold breeze coming out from inside of me. The kind of feeling and emotion will be like the genre of the music. No wonder why there is a certain song for a certain feeling. It will be like a translation of this burst of emotion. Some you wish to end quicker, some you wish to just play a bit longer. There is a certain song that keep playing in my head. Sometimes when you miss someone or when you are with that special person, I think there will be like a special song, like a background music for the moment, like a soundtrack of your story. It's like when a musician wrote a song, his mind will filled with memories or wishes and hopes. That's why I listen to music almost in any given moment. I listen to music too, as I write this. It gave me so much just i...

For many years your head is spinning inside. Looking around and trying to find someone to hold on to. Keep changing and deciding a new kind of man to receive the sweet spot in the corner of your world to hold you when the night gets cold. You've been dreaming about a man that can sing a perfect lullaby before you go to sleep. That kind of man did exist in every corner of your sight. The question is, "are they gonna stay and keep you breathing when the world you live in start to crumble into dust?".  You never know until you find out yourself. You keep repeating that question in your head every time you met a new man that give you the sweetness of affection. Asking around about how this man would act in many situation. Yet, you find the answer is living inside your own head. You know you never need that man-made melody in your ears. You knew that song and you heard of it many times before. The selfish mind of yours keep telling yourself what you want. But then, you ...

You will realize one thing. One day, there will be a person that will teach you how to love someone, how to sacrifice everything you had, just for the pleasure of that person. There will be a chain on your neck. The suffocation will feel like a fetish. A twisted pleasure that you afraid but you enjoyed.

There will be a particular person that have the power over you. That person has some kind of spell or ability to make you become a masochist. A crave for the pain will rise from your belly to your brain. You will not know how or when to stop.

Something will never change. Some people will stay some people will leave. We all got many different reasons for staying and leaving. It depends on who you do that for. Is it for your loved one? Of for yourself?