Saturday : Kind of Man
For many years your head is spinning inside. Looking around and trying to find someone to hold on to. Keep changing and deciding a new kind of man to receive the sweet spot in the corner of your world to hold you when the night gets cold. You've been dreaming about a man that can sing a perfect lullaby before you go to sleep. That kind of man did exist in every corner of your sight. The question is, "are they gonna stay and keep you breathing when the world you live in start to crumble into dust?".
You never know until you find out yourself. You keep repeating that question in your head every time you met a new man that give you the sweetness of affection. Asking around about how this man would act in many situation. Yet, you find the answer is living inside your own head. You know you never need that man-made melody in your ears. You knew that song and you heard of it many times before. The selfish mind of yours keep telling yourself what you want. But then, you realize what you want doesn't always align with what you need. Your way of believing in some sweet words might not the best way to decide what you should believe.
In the end, when you finally realize that very song you wanted to hear is just an illusion in your head playing on repeat. With the song in your head, all you need is just someone know how to dance along with that song. Someone with feet strong enough to guide you through the ruin of your destroyed world and waltz you right back to the passionate feeling of rebuilding everything once again.
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